Beauty Queens

I have mixed feelings on Miss. America type women. But I really feel that all types of people can model something good or teach us something new.

Today I caught myself rolling my eyes, not on the outside, but in my mind. I often do this at people who annoy me. I have been caught rolling my eyes on the outside too, or making facings of irritation at least. I had the thought that a beauty queen would never be caught with these expressions of irritance and actually are very skilled at making people feel comfortable with a sincere-esque charm.

I wish I had more of that skill. Not to be fake, but to be less obvious with the thoughts that come into my mind, not let them control my facial expressions. Even if no one is watching. Usually these annoying people are not hurting anyone, they are just simply annoying me. So this is being added to my list of things to work on. I have been better at biting my tongue and not getting into useless debate, useful ones - yes, but energy-wasters - no. This new goal is going to be filed in the same brain-folder as the bite-your-tongue one :)


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